(05-24-2016, 02:27 PM)GeorgeBubbinz Wrote:(05-24-2016, 06:45 AM)narcissa Wrote: I almost did 2 weeks ago but alas
why you wanna kill yourself
if u don't u need to leave
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how do U plan to kill urself
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(05-24-2016, 02:27 PM)GeorgeBubbinz Wrote:(05-24-2016, 06:45 AM)narcissa Wrote: I almost did 2 weeks ago but alas if u don't u need to leave
cut off my head
What if i don't have access to heroine tho
Heroin*
I'm p awful at finding drugs
Tbh i've always thought that suicide by pills was p easy and straightforward and painless and successful as long as u weren't interrupted for enough hours, blame the media
The only reason i've never done it throughout the years was the overwhelming guilt of making my parents and especially my mother face my death, which i'm almost sure she wouldn't survive, not without going crazy. I mean she's the kind of person that won't eat just cause i'm not eating and will be crying just because of seeing me not doing v well. Everyone else i am sure will eventually get over it
But now it seems that i am overcoming even the guilt, like i have gotten to the point where i don't feel like i can keep going and i can't keep thinking about other people. So now i've actually researched it and saw that basically what seemed to me like an easy way out of swallowing pills and getting to sleep without waking up is bullshit, it rarely succeeds and there is a better chance that u end up with organ issues for like, paralyzed or with brain damage
So what i want to say is this sucks balls
drink hemlock while laying in front of an oncoming train u pussy
69'ing a really large escort
have u considered talking w ur mother about how ur an adult and she doesn't need to harm her well being by worrying about urs so much. having that stress off ur shoulders would prob just plain make u feel better about lots of stuff too
ive heard that pumping your longs full of carbom monoxide puts you to sleep then kills you that sounds fine
but if i had to die id rather pass out in the woods and have my unconscious body be taken by wolves
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