how do U plan to kill urself

[narcissa]

But now it seems that i am overcoming even the guilt, like i have gotten to the point where i don't feel like i can keep going and i can't keep thinking about other people. So now i've actually researched it and saw that basically what seemed to me like an easy way out of swallowing pills and getting to sleep without waking up is bullshit, it rarely succeeds and there is a better chance that u end up with organ issues for like, paralyzed or with brain damage