Remember when I was psychotic?

[K-Man]

I too learned that steady pharmaceutical use makes me dead inside. I spent 10 months up until the first month of August lowkey taking 2mg of subutex daily, to help keep my opiate habit at bay. A small dosage for that drug, usually us junkies take 4-8mg a day, but it was effective for a time. After a while I started getting unexplained body pains and feeling depressed, my shine was dimmed severely. I started changing things my life, including diet, until I realized the drug was the issue. Weened down for a week, spent another week in acute withdrawal then began slowly recovering. Feeling better than ever, and even feeling emotions in their full state again!

Western medicine sucks. Being bipolar sucks. Weed has been a lifesaver. The best mental changes come from within, as naturally as possible. I still want to destroy all governments and end the world, but that innate desire was always there <3