09-07-2019, 06:37 AM
i am aimless and free of momentum. I always feel like I should be doing something. The feeling I get when I'm stuck in that kind of state is just so depressing. I'm not like, "Hey, I could be doing something right now…but no, I'm not." It's more like, you have a plan, but you are stuck at the door to the room, and you can't bring yourself to open the door. I still work on that; I just have a different set of thoughts about the things that I want to do.
It sounds like a different kind of motivation, and that's what the goal is in that regard too.
Yeah, and that's why I'm really excited to have my career and my life in focus again. It's really taken a beating. I'm trying to pick it back up. But when you're stuck in bed in the morning and feel like, "I have to get me out of here," that's a lot of stress. I think that's what's motivating me, because I feel like I'm able to
It sounds like a different kind of motivation, and that's what the goal is in that regard too.
Yeah, and that's why I'm really excited to have my career and my life in focus again. It's really taken a beating. I'm trying to pick it back up. But when you're stuck in bed in the morning and feel like, "I have to get me out of here," that's a lot of stress. I think that's what's motivating me, because I feel like I'm able to
